luni, 4 decembrie 2017

To be or not to be…polite


I have always been a very polite person. Always tried to please everyone. To take care of their happiness, without thinking how much energy I invest every single day. And at the end of the day I always think: what have I done for me? Have I done something to please myself? Have I done something to make myself happy? Hmm..hard to say. But I can easily reply: have I been polite with the others? Yes, I have been. Like always.
Unfortunately for me, I brought the politeness to other levels. For example, there where so many times that I avoided being straight forward to someone just because I was afraid that I might upset that person. This way I brought so many frustration that today it is hard to get rid of it. But what happens when you take politeness to another level? To that level that you are so afraid to say something because you might hurt someone. That kind of politeness that makes you think about being honest is less important than being polite. How hard is for you to be polite all the time? It is like I forget about myself and my only thought is not to make the person next to me suffer. It is like being afraid to speak, thinking that I might do something wrong. I am stucked now because I do not know how to make things right, for me...

To be continued…   

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